UPDATE

Hello my fellow bloggers, it been awhile. I have had little motivation to write. I could sit all day and tell you my excuses, but I will save you all. But I'm back. I had a snow day so not much is going on but, I am back. (sorry this was a poor blog.)

NEWS!!!

Hey, bloggers I know I've been M.I.A., but I'm back. I have to admit, middle was a bit scary in the beginning but I'm starting to get in the hang of things. I'm beginning to learn more about myself and my view of my surroundings are changing. I view people I did not understand differently (in a good way), I'm starting to be more grateful for the little things in life. One day this week I left my science homework at home, and was about to have a mental break-down, but luckily my older brother came to my rescue. He was a true hero. I think it's time for me to really take on my "organize my life" oath, and reevaluate my decisions on friends this time. I have come to realize maybe everything isn't what it seems to be. I've realized, maybe there are some people I need to give a chance and some I need to let go. It's always hard to start a new friendship and to lose one also. School has been good, except for that little incident. I've found a new love for my Humanities class. Humanities is all of my favorite subjects, rolled into one. Social studies, reading, writing, language arts, etc. I enjoy that it's very...relaxing. I'm reading a book called " Thirteen Reasons Why" by Jay Asher. It's a fabulous book about a bot named Clay who gets a package of cassette tapes, from a girl, Hannah Baker who has committed suicide. She has made thirteen reasons on why she took away her and he just happens to be one of them. It's very suspenseful, I enjoy suspense. Well, news has come to an end, my fellow gals and gents.

Xoxo,

Kree

Middle School = Humiliation and Drama

Okay, today was an interesting day. As you can see my explanation of middle school in the title, today I humiliated and only on the third day school drama broke out in my class. At school we have a tree mural with leaves, when you get into seventh grade you have to sign it while also saying your goals. I get called and stand up, walk over to the ladder, and say " My goal is to be on honor roll" , the teachers go " Oh, that's a new one good job!" , I sign my name and sit down. Now, I know that doesn't sound humiliating but I to stand and say in front of the seventh and eighth graders at school. I'm normally a shy person so I know I was probably blushing. So, on with the drama. My class have the most random class pets ever. A snake, a leopard gecko, a , a ferret. One of the boys are afraid of snakes, so the other boys think it's funny to pick on him by bringing the snake next to him or putting their finger on his neck and making him jump out his skin. My friend Grace and I stick up for him because he's like our best bud, " the clique girls make their attack", by saying " Omg , Ben why are you so scared their not bringing out anything.* shakes their heads and laugh*. We tell Ben not to listen to them, then they start gossiping obviously about us. Well this was a SUPER LONG blog. So bye you guys!

Love,

Kree

Life is hard....

Hey bloggers! Today was a lot better then yesterday, I felt more in place. Yesterday was a little over-whelming. Anyway, I found myself getting caught up in my head ( as you can see I am very logical), and came to the conclusion that I need to "organize" my life. Organize your life, what you do you mean Kree? Well, I need to reevaluate on my decisions. Such as friends ( well actually I have pretty solid friendships with great people right now so scratch that out.), school, and my priorities. Don't worry I'm not gonna get paranoid like I usually would, I gonna be calm and casual about this, after all this is life. These last two years a lot of pressure is going to be put on me between finding the right high school. If it was my brother's choice I would be signing up for boarding school, to get the best education I could possibly get, to go to an Ivy League college. Sometimes I just wanna forget about the future and live in the moment, before I know it I'll be married with kids so I might as well enjoy my teenage years while I still have them. Anyway this was a lot longer than I wanted it to be so I guess I'll talk to my chica Grace. Bye!

Love,

Kree

I can't believe I made it!!!!

Well, ladies and gentlemen I made it through the first day of seventh grade! It was not at all, what I expected. It turns out nothing has changed. Everyone is the same.

• The clique ( a groups of munipulative snobs at my school) still wears " the typical" skinny jeans, converse, and graphic tee.

• The boys still don't care about the girls ( goodness I thought by seventh grade they'd actually start thinking of who they like and telling them) .

Grace ( my closet friend at school, also check out her blog http://imnotgraceful.blogspot.com/)and I have changed, for the better. The day had it's bumps as all days do, but I was somewhat disappointed. I guess I got to caught on my "fantasy day" and forgot about reality. I hope tomorrow goes a lot smoother. Well gonna chat with Grace a little and reflect on our crazy day.

Xoxo,

Kree

9/9/09

Tomorrow I will officially be a seventh grader...whoopy! I have this strange but good feeling this will be my year."My year", what does that mean? Well, it can mean many things depending on what that person is talking about.
Such as,

• "I'm going to show those clique girls who's boss!"
• "I'm going to be the quiet person and not talk to anyone."
• And..."I'm going to piss off the crazy kid and get punched in the face!"

Well for me it's "my year" to be the best I can in everything. Not saying I want to be that "perfect snob", but always put my best foot forward. Well, before I bore you all to death I'm gonna go.

Love,
Kree

P.S. Do I look smart and seventh grade ready in that picture? Haha.